Quoting NatashaHarper:" Just curious, why dont you want to birth your own children? That musnt have been a pleasant experience, especially as you are so set on adoption that abortion is the only option for you"
a few reasons; One, I am not married, Nor have I met anyone that would make me want to risk my life to try and carry a baby to term. (it could happen, but i do fear for my own life as well as the baby's, I am really small framed and I don't feel comfortable with the hormonal changes that come with being pregnant.)
Another reason would be that there are so many children in this world already that I would rather adopt a few older ones rather than bring in my own.
and Fear. Over all I am terrified of hospitals, Needles & IV's, Fear that the doctor or nurse isn't well trained, or that there might be a complication, Death of myself, the baby or both of us.
This Abortion was by far the most painful thing i have ever gone through. I've been very lucky never to have broken a bone or had any serious injury that would require me to go to a hospital. So i plan to keep it that way. Hense why my boyfriend had to force me to call my doctor and i really didn't want to but the pain was so bad that i WAS willing to go to a hospital if i had to. I was glad i didn't have to though, but the ordeal of witnessing what i did opened up a whole different can of worms of fear.