Quoting Abel's Mom:" Smurf him then! there is a reason for everything may be this is the reason your baby is in heaven because ... [snip!] ... is in heaven because God knew what an ass he was. you will find some one way better and you will have lovely children with them"
See I feel God is kinda punishing me becuase a little more than 1 year ago, we broke up and I ended up going out with my best friend,her boyfriend and her boyfriend twin brother. We had a good time,had a few drinks,watched a movie and we got together. Well thats who my angel babys father was. We broke up while I was pregnant,I got back together with SO after that. I wondered if he never forgave me for what happened when we had a break.