I just realized I'm having a Rainbow Baby.. On Feb 26th, 12 I went through a m/c with my first pregnancy, a week after my birthday. I was nervous about expecting but nonetheless excited and I remember coming on here to get support and guidance which thankfully many of you ladies did for me. Soon after that on April 26, 12 I found I was pregnant again... which surprised me because that time I had used protection to avoid anything from happening again I wasn't ready at all. I'm now expecting a baby girl on Jan 1st and it resembles a new year, a new beginning. She has survived with me two car accidents already this past year plus many other hard situations.. I felt if I didn't think about my loss I would forget but, it hasn't made anything easier. We still wonder about he/she and a future with them.
my comment posted before I could finish =( hmphhh.
I meant to say.....
................"that's amazing both you and your baby survived 2 car accidents. Im glad u both r okay and here today! wonder if she will arrive on her due date! That would be cool!"
Thank you.. I'm not hoping for the EDD but to think I wasn't ready for this baby and pregnancy because I was worried about another lost I didn't think I could handle it. I will accept this how it is and know that it was meant to be and she's meant to be here.
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