re: Now it's for real.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Man. Bear. Pig.:</b>" I'm so very sorry. I was keeping you in my thoughts and hoping for some good news. I'm here if you want to chat."</blockquote>

it seems like way too many people were losing their babies. Now I have all of those "what ifs" going through my head, trying to make sense of it. I'm just waiting for the breakdown I know is coming. I mean, I've cried about it, but I still don't think I've had that moment of utter sorrow etc.

Every one keeps asking if I'll ttc again, and I honestly don't know.

Quoting aneyeinthesun:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Man. Bear. Pig.:</b>" I'm so very sorry. I was keeping you in ... [snip!] ... don't think I've had that moment of utter sorrow etc. Every one keeps asking if I'll ttc again, and I honestly don't know."

I just made a post about this today. I wasn't feeling a thing, I mean... I'd tear up here and there, but it didn't hit me until today. 3 days after the D&C. And I'm a wreck.  

<blockquote><b>Quoting aneyeinthesun:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Man. Bear. Pig.:</b>" I'm so very sorry. I was keeping you in ... [snip!] ... don't think I've had that moment of utter sorrow etc. Every one keeps asking if I'll ttc again, and I honestly don't know."</blockquote>



I want to hug you right now. I wonder why this seems to happen every other time for you. It's odd. I hope you can get some answers so it never happens again.

Quoting Squeaky McGee:" <blockquote><b>Quoting aneyeinthesun:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Man. ... [snip!] ... wonder why this seems to happen every other time for you. It's odd. I hope you can get some answers so it never happens again."

It is really odd, maybe they were boys? Maybe I can't keep boys :/
I have to call to make my appt today

Oh Mama. I am so sorry! {hugs}

Quoting .chele.:" Oh Mama. I am so sorry! {hugs}"

hugs are awesome, thanks.

Quoting aneyeinthesun:" hugs are awesome, thanks."

On another note, how was your first experience w/military docs!? Or did they send you off post!?

Quoting .chele.:" On another note, how was your first experience w/military docs!? Or did they send you off post!?"

I was going to a clinic in Tacoma, they had mostly midwives and also worked with a few OBs. I'll actually be with a midwife for my 2 week check up. Dealing with everything at the ER on post when Abby fell was enough to stress me out for a bit lol

I know a mom who had a m/c inbetween each successful pregnancy. Hopefully your next is sticky and healthy <3

Quoting Freckleface Watermelon:" I know a mom who had a m/c inbetween each successful pregnancy. Hopefully your next is sticky and healthy <3"

I'm kind of on the fence on if there'll be a next one or not.