I was just looking through old pictures and found this. It made me especially sad today. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. I think about how beautiful you would have been and how I should be holding you in my arms right now with your sister. I'm sorry I never got to hear your tiny heart beating because I didn't know you were there until it was too late. I'm sorry I didn't know sooner that a life was growing inside of me, maybe I could have changed things. Please forgive me for not being able to protect you and keep you safe. I love you.
I hope to be with you one day, April <3