re: I want my baby back....

Quoting Kara's My Angel:“ you cant! you have your sweet lil boy too! i cant imagine the pain you must be going through! but ... [snip!] ... so sorry! i look up to you for being so strong! sohang in there mommy!!*prayers for you and all who are suffering at this time*”

They are the only reason i get up in the morning. I don't want them to go through any more pain........

Quoting Jenn- Noah's Mommy:“ I hope you know that I'm always thinking about you.... And if you decide to come to Atlanta before you ... [snip!] ... spend some time with you and hopefully take your mind off things. . And please know you can call me ANYTIME! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO”

Thanks Jenn...I don't think I will be able to go to Atlanta before i start work, only because I got a certified letter saying that i had to return to work on 6-9-08.

Quoting "JuneBug" 2008:“ sometimes i want to give up.......”

I am an angel mommy too...I just looked at your profile and the pictures of your beautiful daughter and it brought tears to my eyes. I lost my baby when I was 8 wks pregnant, I can't image losing a baby after birth. Honey, I am soo sorry for your loss. Just know that everything happens for a reason (I know that won't make you feel better), and although the pain will take a long time to heal, it will eventually. I am here if you need to talk. **HUGS**

Quoting "JuneBug" 2008:“ They are the only reason i get up in the morning. I don't want them to go through any more pain........”

have you tried a grief counciling or anything!? or if you go to church!? maybe you can talk to someone there!?

I am so sorry. I can't even image the pain you must feel. {{hugs}}

I lost my 1 day old daughter in December of 06 and it gets harder before it gets easier. Those first 4-6 months you sometimes have to just take one moment at a time, if you can make it through this moment...maybe you can make it through the next. Then you will finally get to a place where you can think of your baby with happy memories. I am glad for who I am now because of my daughter, but I would still rather have her here. Big HUGS to you.
Melissa

We are all here for you and though we can't take away the pain or make it all better, please know that we are all thinking of you.

x

Let my start off by saying how incredibly sorry i am. I lost my daughter last September and im still not the same. I know you try to understand and think of everything you couldve done differently. I replay the day she died over and over in my head. It hurts so bad when all your pregnant friends get to have their babies and you dont. You might not think so right now but it does get easier. You'll never forget and im sure you will always cry but there will be a day when you go a couple of hours without crying and then a couple days. Hearing what you're going through makes me cry because I know how bad you hurt. Still to this day, Its hard to think about my daughter without crying. Talking does help though. I dont know your situation but i do know that losing a child hurts all the same.

Im so sorry for your loss of your beautiful daughter!! She sure is a cutie!!
I remember when you first posted here, right after you lost her.
Like Melissa said, the first 6 months or so, are the hardest. I just passed 2 years on 3-15-08, and its still hurts.
It does get easier to handle, but I still have days where I feel raw.
I wanted to give up too, I wanted the world to just stop, for me, to catch up.
Do you have close friends or family to talk too?
Or someone suggested a counsler?! I have seen one.
I wish you all the best. And I hope that your days get easier, and less painful.
It takes time, and dont rush that, let yourself grieve, at its own pace. Jill (PJ)

Oh sweetie, I think about u and your family everyday! I know u already know this, but she is sooo beautiful, since the day I first saw her pics I was in AHHH! U had a very hard fight for her , I Have and will continue to pray for some relief for you!!XOXO Jamie

thats terrible..im so sorry for your loss.. 

Quoting RIP "JuneBug" 2008:“ It's so hard...as my due date approaches, and all my baby-gaga friends are having their babies. How do you get over this pain.....why does it have to hurt so bad? Why.............WHY, WHY, WHY......”

im sorry mama! i was reading this and jsut got teary eyed.. i couldnt imagine losing my daughter! my thoughts and prayers are with u!

Im so sorry sweetie. Your baby is beautiful. I cant even imagine what you are going through. I did lose my baby girl at 32 weeks and it has been so hard. The thing that gets me by is knowing that my little girl is an angel and I will see her one day. I can just imagine her telling me, "Mommy dont give up. Its hard now but we will see each other again. I love you. I cant wait to see you." It may sound silly but that is what gets me through because thats what I really feel