I need motivation...

Okay. So i am feeling pretty smurffy about myself :'( i dont feel sexy. Even though DH says i am. I dont feel like it. I constantly want to hide my body.. I used to not feel this way. After my first. I got back down to 95 lbs and a size 0.. Well. Thats not the case with my second   im 120 lbs and a size 5.. I just feel.. Out of shape. Chubby. I know im not fat or over weight. But im not tone. I want to look lean. I want my self confidence back   but i dont know how i can motivate myself... I wish i knew healthier ways to eat as well. Im sure that my eating habits dont help me not having energy... Ughhh

Btw-i have the insanity workout. That i really want to start doing again. I also have brazilian butt lift. And i really want to start running. But im so self concious, i feel like people are looking at me in a bad way... So i dont like running for that reason  

at 120 and size 5 most ppl are probable looking at you thinking I wish I was her size! You don't have to love the size you are now just respect your body and work hard to get to where you want to be. I'm always down about my weight but I'm considered healthy according to my BMI but I feel so chubby. I hate when I try to talk to ppl about it and get the responce "shut up your not fat" ugh so fustrating

i was the same way. to a T. I was 95 lbs size 1. I'll take 115, size 5 'chubby' over the way I was then... If you want to run, dont let the people looking at you, scare you away from that. Just think to yourself that if you run, they are thinking maybe they can too...

I honestly dont mind my size, or weighing what i weigh. I just want to feel better about myself. I want to be tone. I want my abs back. I just wana be in shape   im disgusted by my legs. I cry sometimes bc i hate the way i look...  

How tall are you?? 95 lbs seems insane woman!

<blockquote><b>Quoting £egendary £ex:</b>" How tall are you?? 95 lbs seems insane woman!"</blockquote>




Im 5'2.. I was underweight when i was 95 lbs.. But then, i just couldnt gain weight. And i never did anything to lose it either. It just all came off of me...

First, after reading your post it reminded me of something I saw earlier on Facebook...this



Anyway I know the feeling. I am 5'2 and I use to weigh 103lbs size 1-3 jeans. I miss being that skinny..I had a lot of muscle definition too. Now after my second baby (6months pp) I am at 154lbs. I feel like a major fatass, but I am working at it! I finally have my eating pretty much down. I cut out most breads, pasta, potatoes, dairy, rice..and a few other things. Of course I have them every now and then because you can't deprive yourself  . I eat a LOT of veggies, some fruits, and meats. Just make sure to portion your foods and have smaller meals...eating about every 4 hours is a good thing too! Drink a glass of cold water in the morning to get your metabolism going! Honestly at the weight you are right now, Brazil Butt Lift would be perfect for you!!

Quoting *Amo a Mis Nenas*:" <blockquote><b>Quoting £egendary £ex:</b>" How tall are you?? 95 lbs seems insane woman!"</blockquote> ... [snip!] ... i was 95 lbs.. But then, i just couldnt gain weight. And i never did anything to lose it either. It just all came off of me..."

you're insane woman, I think you look good!!