I thought

After miscarrying 3 months ago that it would make this time a little easier but it hasn't. I'm so mad at myself. What if there is something wrong with me? I'm sad. SO doesn't understand. He thinks I should just move on, but it's hard. It's hard after hearing and seeing a perfect little baby on the ultrasound and then passing it the next day. It's hard to see everyone who don't try or don't even want there children. It's hard going to the doctor an seeing more pregnant women. Why is this happening to me? I don't deserve this. No one does.   sorry for my vent ladies. I have no one to talk in person to. SO gets mad when I try to talk to him or when I cry about it.

  I'm so sorry Alyssa. Nobody deserves this and I wish your SO would be a little more compassionate about your loss. I'm here if you need to talk <3

*hugs*

I'm sorry for your loss hun.