re: only getting BFP after AF is due?

Quoting lauren [+2] TTC#3:" It's okay, I know there are more months. I'm gonna resist testing any today... I've got 3 left. I'm ... [snip!] ... sure I don't even THINK about testing until right before AF is due so I dont drive myself crazy looking and hoping for lines."

ive done the same thing. driving myself absolutely nuts looking for lines. its emotionally draining. im ok though, im not going to think about it for a while. i am going to try and focus on other things