And its the hardest thing Ive ever done. I thought I had knew pain...I was so wrong. I just cant wrap my mind around this. How is it possible that the strongest man Ive ever known or will know is gone? I saw his body last night at the viewing...so cold and not like him. You would think that would make me realize but it hasnt. I hurt and Im sad but its in my head that if I say I miss him enough, beg and plead enough or go to my moms house he will come back to me. I even get that he was 90 years old and lived a very long, healthy, loved life. I just cant believe hes gone. I just....feel so damn lost. I miss him
This was him and my baby, I had his picture put in his hands.