Quoting Chelsea.J:" I didn't say I would change my mind. I was wondering about my age and the choice I made if I were being ... [snip!] ... other wants to keep the baby but doesn't think she can do it. I know I can do it. Nvm I didn't mean to sound like a follower. "
maybe i'm reading too much into this, but it kind of sounds like you feel weird around your friends, not about keeping your baby. They decided to have abortions because of their own situations, not because of you. I think it's very sad that one of your friends feels bad about it because it's somehting that you can never take back, but don't let their feelings effect your feelings about your own baby. I wanted a baby for so long and everyone around me was getting pregnant. They all felt weird and awkward around me because they knew they had something that I wanted and didnt have, but that just made me feel worse. I was happy for them being pregnant, jealous, but happy. Disregard if I'm totally off base here. Hope you feel better regardless!