Quoting Mama♥Sweetpea:" You're smurfing childish. It's not the kids fault that their mother is a bitch, but you're taking it out on them. I wouldn't want you around my kids if you were going to act like that. "
I would never take it out on his other kids. I've never even met them, and from what I've heard, they don't want much to do with the baby. Yes it's childish. I know that. And I also know that eventually I'm going to have to get over it because they are his family and I would never actually keep him away from them. I'm just saying that it's just stressful right now. It's hard. I don't have anyone to tell me how to deal with it or give me tips or help me cope and I'm keeping it bottled up and will never let my boyfriend know about it because it's hurtful. I'm sure they're wonderful kids... I just don't know how to do this in a civil way if at the point I meet their mother I'm immediately getting bitched at for being pregnant with him.