Quoting The (super kinky) Master:" Well just two days after getting a BFP I've passed three big clots and am spotting. Clearly miscarriage ... [snip!] ... a few weeks. Sure I had one healthy baby but that was probably just a fluke. I'm good for nothing and don't deserve to live."
im sorry for your loss, i sort of understand how you are feeling because it was devastating when i miscarried and felt like no one was there for me and my fiancee didnt seem to care but i didnt really feel how you are explaining your feelings. if you have one healthy baby you can make another, you will always remember that baby you lost but im sure youll get pregnant again with a healthy baby soon. heres a great fb page that make bracelets for miscarriage and infant loss and they are free to mothers who have lost. they even post here!
hope you feel better soon.