Quoting ♥Mak♥Jaxϖ:" half of me is sitting here thinking just book a date and prepare myself for the c-sec. My DH works in ... [snip!] ... just so scared of it ending like last time again... im scared my fear of a c-sec is going to be the cause of another emergency!"
This is EXACTLY how I felt. As much as I wanted my VBAC, I didn't want to risk all that, just to end up in an emergency situation again. I was insulin dependent gestational diabetic both times though, so not allowed to go over my due date which made things more complicated.
Were you induced with your first?
I strongly suggest if you want a successful VBAC, don't even think about induction. I think that with no medical issues, you're allowed 10 days overdue? Schedule your cesarean for that last safe date and go ahead with it, if your body hasn't laboured naturally, by then.