Quoting snglemama:" no clue... but when did you guys break up?"
A few weeks ago, and I'm smurfing wrecked from it. I am seriously barely, barely holding on. Every time his son messages me on facebook, or I look at pics of us... smurf it kills me.
I am NOT really handling it well at all. He changed since his smurfing roommate moved in. He said he can't tell what the future holds and we may get back together, but at the same time, I smurfing HATE waiting. I do believe we are meant to be. Meanwhile, he knows damn well I won't have sex unless it means something anymore and he.... well he's a smurfing manwhore. So the thought of him hooking up with someone kills me. I have had people want to go out but I just can't do it, I'm way past that hooking up part of my life. Plus, it'd just remind me that all I want is Tony.
Despite us being broken up, I support his photography like crazy and this picture he took is just amazing, it's an AMAZING picture of the sun rising over denver. So it lit up would be awesome! I can post if if people would like to see