I wasn't ready for you because you weren't planned, but i was ready to get ready for you. I was 17 when you came into my life and when you left me. Me and your daddy didn't get a lot, but i am sure he would have loved you just as much as i do. I was going through a lot already before i lost you, but nothing was worse than knowing i would never meet you. You were the best thing to have entered my life even if it wasn't for too long. If it wasn't for you, i wouldn't have done the things i have because before you came, i was ready to drop out of school and doing stupid things because at the time i didn't care, but you changed me for the better and i thank you for it. I think about you on a daily basic and i try not to be sad, but i am sure you understand how much mommy wanted to meet you. Your second birthday would have been in January. I imagine you walking, talking, and playing. I think about what you would look like and who you would look like more. During the holiday's it is always a bit harder for me to not have you with me and i know i will get through it because i know you help me get through it, but it still hurts. One thing i am happy for though my child is that now i have a permanent angel watching over me. I will never forget you. Mommy loves you baby!
This is so beautiful - it touched my heart. I'm crying tears of sadness for you, little momma. You're a brave woman now, and will make a great mommy when the time is right. I'm so sorry for your loss, but I'm also very glad for everything that you gained.
Quoting ScienceGeekMomma:" This is so beautiful - it touched my heart. I'm crying tears of sadness for you, little momma. You're ... [snip!] ... make a great mommy when the time is right. I'm so sorry for your loss, but I'm also very glad for everything that you gained."
Thank you so much <3 It's a hard thing to go through, but it get easier.