Quoting Anastasia Couture:" the only support i have is my SO...my family doesnt really care about me or my kids...my boys are with ... [snip!] ... seeking out a psycologist when i move...has anyone had good experiences with a psycologist helping with depression and/or PPD?"
I go to an income-based clinic in the area. They have counselors and psychiatrists. I don't think you have to be referred where I go, but I know a lot of places you do. Some medical doctors handle depression and anxiety. I would look around in the area for different doctors and clinics. You definitely sound like you need some sort of help. Good luck!