my story.

I'm sick of holding it in so i'm going to tell my story. Im currently 30 weeks pregnant me and my BD were together for 2 years he was abusive to me. He broke my noes and a few ribs and he made me have a miscarriage (which i have never told anyone) he beat me everyday sometines with a baseball bat. Hes put knives to my throat, hes choked me. He broke my nose on my 18th birthday. He broke my ribs with the baseball bat because i told him i was pregnant. Then i lost tht baby. That night he refused to let me even sleep in the bed or have any clothes on he ripped them off me and told me i didnt deserve them. When i found out i was pregnant with Gemma he straightened up for about a month then he started it again. I left him and pressed charges and an order of protection against him. I'm lonely at times, but im scared of getting in another relationship again. Im scared to live alobe or even be alone in my moms house. What did i ever do to disearve this...

well for starters, I never would have slept with him or talked to him again after the first time. what a dick head.

Oh my goodness momma! Im so sorry! Im so glad you got away from him though! If you every need someone to vent to im here for you!

Quoting Tikaytasha:" well for starters, I never would have slept with him or talked to him again after the first time. what a dick head. "

         

That sounds terrible.

Do you have anyone else like friends or family.

Don't speak to him again

I'm so sorry you went through this. I wish I could hug you  
I was in an abusive relationship that I RARELY talk about. If you EVER need a listening ear, PM me or FB me or any for of communication you're comfortable with.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Tikaytasha:</b>" well for starters, I never would have slept with him or talked to him again after the first time. what a dick head. "</blockquote>




I never even left him after the first time. I believed that i deserved it i know different now. And in a way im glad i stayed with him if i didnt i wouldnt have my daughter. I dont hate him. I hate what he did to me if that makes sense. I love him for giving me my daughter.

I'm so sorry you went through this and I'm so happy you're not out of it! Stay farrrr away from him, forever. You wouldn't want him to do this your child. I wish you the best hun!

Quoting Gemmas mommy!:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Tikaytasha:</b>" well for starters, I never would have slept ... [snip!] ... wouldnt have my daughter. I dont hate him. I hate what he did to me if that makes sense. I love him for giving me my daughter."

It makes sense. Enjoy your little girl, and seriously I wouldn't give him the time of day.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Onalee's Mummy:</b>" That sounds terrible. Do you have anyone else like friends or family. Don't speak to him again"</blockquote>




I wasnt aloud to have friends but i have my family. They dont know about most of it though.

<blockquote><b>Quoting ღ amber+1:</b>" I'm so sorry you went through this and I'm so happy you're not out of it! Stay farrrr away from him, forever. You wouldn't want him to do this your child. I wish you the best hun!"</blockquote>




I'm going to stay away. I havent talked to him in 5 months. I left for my little girl she daved ny life while i was saving hers. She gave me the strength to leave.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Nikkie Beee:</b>" I'm so sorry you went through this. I wish I could hug you   I was in an abusive relationship that ... [snip!] ... that I RARELY talk about. If you EVER need a listening ear, PM me or FB me or any for of communication you're comfortable with."</blockquote>




I will, thank you. =]

Quoting Tikaytasha:" well for starters, I never would have slept with him or talked to him again after the first time. what a dick head. "

And you probably "never would" have been with an abuser in the first place right?
You obviously have no knowledge of the cycles of abuse, both physically and psychologically; many people don't.
As a person and an adult, you should have some knowledge of the concept of empathy.
I'd really encourage you to try to a) either be empathetic or b) at least try not to be so blatantly unempathetic, in the future.

OP, you didn't deserve that.
No one does.
Please get yourself in counseling if you're not already. It will not only benefit you, but benefit your child!
I applaud you for taking the first (hard!) step of leaving.

So sorry to hear :-( Just think about the future and the well-being of not only yourself but your little angel, I know that it would not be easy to stop having any contact with the father even if he was an abuser, so just keep your chin up as best as possible hun and always know you have people on this site with listening ears and open arms n_n