so stressed

im so stressed right now i haven't gotten any sleep , my baby cries all the time i have tried everything i even took himm to the ER yesterday and there is nothing wrong with him im begging to think he hates me. I'm failing at making sure my step kids get the equal amout of attention they need my step daughter thinks i don't love her anymore becuase the baby is taking up so much of my time. my fiance is always screaming at me becuase i can't get my own child to stop crying and nothing i ever do is right it like everything is to long or to short for him, I tell him im stressed and can't do this all on my own and he get mad and wants to fight. This all is to stressful i can't even make my family happy.

It sounds like you have a really lousy support system   You're doing nothing wrong, you're just trying to keep everyone happy. Your fiance needs to take some responsibility and some of the stress off your shoulders. If he doesn't want to or can't do that, then you should find somewhere you can go where you'll get the support you need. You shouldn't have to do everything all by yourself  

He is the ony support i have my family live 4 hours aways from us. have aksed him could he help out more but he think playing with the kids is help. he will help get his kids ready for bed or help his son with homework other then that it's all on me.

Quoting nikkigoodbear:" He is the ony support i have my family live 4 hours aways from us. have aksed him could he help out more ... [snip!] ... with the kids is help. he will help get his kids ready for bed or help his son with homework other then that it's all on me."

He won't get up with the baby at night or anything? Have you talked to your family about it? They may be more willing to help you out than you think. You don't need to be in a negative environment where your fiance is yelling at you because you asked him to help you with the children.

no he get mad when i ask him to help me with him at night so i don't ask him anymore i rather do it myslef to avoid getting into a fight with him. i haven't talked to family about helping me at all becuase he don't want anybody staying with us.

Quoting nikkigoodbear:" no he get mad when i ask him to help me with him at night so i don't ask him anymore i rather do it myslef ... [snip!] ... into a fight with him. i haven't talked to family about helping me at all becuase he don't want anybody staying with us."

I mean, maybe you should go out there to them. At least consider it. It might make things so much better for you and the baby, a nicer, calmer environment. You guys don't deserve negativity, especially when all you need right now is support.

he 's not going to let me leave and especially now since we have baby together.