Quoting Boomy :" I just really need to hear from someone who has been in my position and shared my beliefs. I am worried about the effect any action will have kn my mental state after."
Weekends are kind of slow on here.... There are several women on here who have gone through with adoptions. A few who felt pressured into abortions. And then the rest of us are either pro-choice or have never been in your situation.
If you abort through pressure, you will likely regret it. Adoption is probably harder than abortion because the child is alive and you will always wonder (unless you do an "open adoption"), but IMO, it's your best option. Keeping a child that you cannot afford or are in no position to raise will be the hardest and most emotionally challenging option you can pick.