So my SIL brought my new neice over to visit today and DH was talking to her. She was sleeping and it was just super cute. The only problem I honestly had was when DH made the comment that she was perfect and had the prettiest fingers. I thought that I had gotten over the baby envy, but when he said that I had to leave the room before I started crying like a baby. Thankfully SIL was understanding about everything, but I still felt horrible. Baby Rosalie is a blessing and I love her, but I just want another baby so bad.
Sorry for the pointless post, I just needed to get it out.
DH says that 'whatever happens, happens'. He wants another one and we already have names picked out, but ever since my CP a few months ago...he's been off about it. Not to mention his hours at work have been cut and it would be difficult right now to drive to my pregnancy specialist. But we aren't preventing it and I'm praying for a BFP.
Its okay...we are getting over that hill as we move along. More so DH is working on it more than me. It has just made me want another one more and he says I am becoming a health nut in order to get pregnant. I don't use opks though since I don't want to stress too much about it, but it is kind of hard since every time we BD I am praying that I get pregnant.