I've had lots of panic attacks and they suck but last night was smurfing horrible.
I couldn't breath. I wanted out of my skin. I couldn't lay in bed or sit up. I wanted to kill myself right then. Afterwards I cried for hours until I fell asleep. I had the worst feeling ever. I woke up and other than exhausted I feel the exact same way as last night.
What the smurf was that? I've neveeeer had an anxiety attack so bad that turned me suicidal. I wanted to kill myself so bad last night.