I used to watch csi and 1000 ways to die, to plan the perfect *accident* lol deans dad was sure I was going to poison him... I would never poison him tho, thats just asking to get caught lol he really underestimated me...
but I do have to say I would never leave my kids, even with my husband and hes a great father, I would be hustling my ass off, selling blood, cleaning carpets, doing hair.
I know its hard, I raised Dean by myself from birth to 3... I worked 2 jobs, went to school, and took care of Dean, with no aid or child suport...
won't ur family help u and ur baby out??
How old are u?? Have u tried to get cash aid?? Child suport??
<blockquote><b>Quoting jaki.my.ny:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting DeanJade&Maksims Momma:</b>" It?? Hckquote> Poison Lmao! ... [snip!] ... only help by me.going over there since they don't really have money to send me hence my descent into madness and evil plots lol"</blockquote>
But why can't u take ur baby with u??
I just think it would be a lot of drama to try and get baby back, have u tried getting welfare?? Any kind of assistance thru social services??