didn't know where to post

i'm just feeling like i'm so disgusting lately everything i try i can lose weight
i just feel like a fat ass blob
i feel like i'm not enough for my husband anymore
i'm so scared i'm going to lose him
i'm just so tired all the time
i feel like i'm being ignored by my husband
i feel like i'm a bad mom cause i don't have the energy to do anything
i just want to curl up in a ball and die

i have sometimes thought about after i eat just to go to the bathroom and puking everything back up to just lose weight i don't eat much i eat a 1/2 of everything i don't know what to do anymore

i'm just ready to give up



(just so everyone know yes my doctor knows about this and we are trying to work on it)

I know exactly what your going through. I hate myself I've actually cut my captors back a lot I keep it below 800 cals a day. I feel disgusting and I only eat when I get shaky.. I'm here if you need to talk

Quoting Addisons mama  :" I know exactly what your going through. I hate myself I've actually cut my captors back a lot I keep ... [snip!] ... back a lot I keep it below 800 cals a day. I feel disgusting and I only eat when I get shaky.. I'm here if you need to talk"

i just feel like no matter what i do it don't work i do the only eating when i get shaky and headache then i only eat enough to make it go away

I know nothing is helping me either and then on top of it SO keeps making remarks about my weight and if I say I'm hungry he tells me that I'm always hungry, I eat all day and yeah go ahead eat that and gain more weight. Makes me feel smurffy.

Quoting Addisons mama  :" I know nothing is helping me either and then on top of it SO keeps making remarks about my weight and ... [snip!] ... hungry he tells me that I'm always hungry, I eat all day and yeah go ahead eat that and gain more weight. Makes me feel smurffy."

i know how that is jared does the same saying all i do it eat and i'm like hello i snack all day when i need to or i will pass out