im a douche.

So me and my mom live together and things have been not so good with us lately. But we decided not to fight because of the holidays and after Christmas we were gonna find different living arrangements.


Long story short. I was on the phone thought she wasn't home but she was really in the next room. I was saying how much I hated living with her, and how her boyfriend is always over and its ridiculous, and how annoying she is. Then I went downstairs and heard her walking around. Wow I feel like such a bitch   ugh. I don't even want to go back upstairs and get my sleeping child because I feel like worlds biggest smurf.



I mean its all true and its all stuff she knows but still  

Oh that's smurffy  
Maybe with tomorrow being Thanksgiving she'll forget all about it. I hope the awkwardness doesn't last too long.

Really not trying to sound like a bitch, but if your mom is putting a roof over your and your child's head, you should be thanking her, despite how much you don't like living there. If she did hear you, you should apologize to her. IMO.

<blockquote><b>Quoting .Sam.:</b>" Oh that's smurffy   Maybe with tomorrow being Thanksgiving she'll forget all about it. I hope the awkwardness doesn't last too long."</blockquote>




I seriously want to cry. I'm not a mean person at all and I hate hurting peoples feeling. Im just so fed up with this living situatuon so when somebody gets me started on it I vent wicked baaaaad.



Ugh. I literally feel like I'm going to puke now.

<blockquote><b>Quoting K&T:</b>" Really not trying to sound like a bitch, but if your mom is putting a roof over your and your child's ... [snip!] ... should be thanking her, despite how much you don't like living there. If she did hear you, you should apologize to her. IMO. "</blockquote>




Did I say my mom is putting a roof over my head? Because me and my SO pay more rent than she does and she gets the better part of the house. We re all renting this house together, and we put ALL the food in the house.

Quoting Samanthaaaa ♥:" <blockquote><b>Quoting .Sam.:</b>" Oh that's smurffy   Maybe with tomorrow being Thanksgiving ... [snip!] ... situatuon so when somebody gets me started on it I vent wicked baaaaad. Ugh. I literally feel like I'm going to puke now."

Don't get all worked up over it. It's not like you freaked out on her and told her how annoying she is or anything. Honestly, I think anyone would be annoyed with living in that situation. When you have a family you want to live with your family, not including an extra person.
Maybe do something nice for her? Like wash a load of her clothes for her, fold them and then write "love you" or something on a note and leave them on her bed just to let her know that you aren't mad at her.