I shouldn't be depressed around the Holidays.

But I can't help to feel that way. I just want to be locked away in a room and cry in the dark. This is my second Thanksgiving away from my family (They are in WA) And I'm in GA (again) With SO, the kids, and MIL.
I miss my family deeply around the Holiday's, I just didn't think or know I'd be this depressed.

I'm sorry you feel that way, hopefully you will get to feeling better soon!!!

This is the season when people are the most depressed!
Do you use skype or MSN video chat? It is a great way to stay in touch with family who are away.  
Maybe ask DH for a ticket to go see them for your Christmas present