Quoting Thorian's Mommy:" im an emotional wreck at the moment I judt got offered a great job being a lead teacher at a preschool. ... [snip!] ... even open that long. the thought of leaving my son tbat long kills me but im so torn cuz im broke and need the money too. "
Obviously it's a personal choice that you and your SO should make together, but in my opinion if your that upset and stressed over it already it's not going to be easy for you to leave you sweet baby especially when he is still so young. Personally I don't think it's worth it. Good luck with whatever you decide!!!