I feel SO much better today. Baby Liora is doing great, shes such a little peanut the newborn diapers dont even fit her little butt! but shes strong and shes breastfeeding well, she nursed right away when she was born just like I wanted. Im dying to write my birth story and share it with you. I should be discharged tomorrow, but the hospital usually keeps babies born on subutex for five days however shes doing well and the pedi said she thinks she will do better with me at home so we are going to talk in the morning, pls pray that she can go home with me. i miss my older daughter very badly, i have never been gone this long. i want my family together. i looove this baby!