Quoting loser mom:" I think you're doing the right thing. Eventually it won't hurt so bad. Then not at all. "
I know, it is just so hard. Now I have the kids full time and he only sees them when it is convenient. It sucks for them and I feel like I am the cause of it, you know? I am just getting worn down already. Between work, school, and the kids, and my dog who managed to break two of her toes life is crazy right now. He didn't do anything when he was here which is why I don't understand why I feel like I am missing something.