officially depressed

I'm officially in a horrible depressed mood. Got a call this morning saying that my grandfather's sister died this morning. knowing she's family made me sad though i don't really know her. then i get on fb this afternoon to find out that the same grandfather's great nephew died in a house fire this morning as well. (also didn't know him but makes me hurt for my family). Also as i'm searching through my news feed, a name catches my eye 'i have a friend with that name'. so i click the link to his page, 'he looks a little like my friend but surely that's not him'. then i started txting his cousin (who had introduced us) about some other things. then she says "You remember my cousin 'M'?" and at that moment, i knew and my heart sank... i'm half tempted just to log off fb for the day...


and to think, i was so excited about finally getting our internet back today after over 2 wks without it...

Im sorry for all the losses  

Quoting ☮ Phuket:" Im sorry for all the losses  "

thank you. i just kept telling myself that it wasn't my friend. i still am having trouble believing it...