Quoting Nanna Boo Boo's Mommy:" Hey OP hows it going? Are you getting your studies caught up? were you able to get a tutor? How is your GF? Do you have to go to court and testify against your GF's Sister's BF?"
hey its been a while since i updated this but i wasnt able to come on here cuz i was really upset cuz my gf isnt pregnant anymore. the doctor said she had a miss carrage and im still so upset about it. she is ok now but still really upset to. it sucks so much cuz i actually cared and was looking forward to it but now its not gonna happen. i bought so much stuff to and just couldnt look at it so i burned it all in a bonfire. my gf thinks its her fault his happened but i told her it was prolly mine cuz of all the stress.
i wish i could just go back a few months and change what happened. everytime i see her all i think about is the baby and what i said and did. so much smurf happened cuz of me getting her pregnant and now she isnt anymore. i ruined her relationship with her sister. i ruined her sisters life. i got my ass kicked and had to have surgery to fix the bones around my eye. i feel like such a loser and that im gonna smurf up everything i do
ive been so busy with school stuff. the tutor i have is awsome and really helping me out. doing school work helps cuz then im just thinking about that so i do that alot now cuz its the only thing that seems like i can do and the tutor really helps me concentrate. i never have done so good in school before. my grades are way better now before but feel like it doesnt even matter. im trying not to show im upset but its just making me feel worse
sorry i posted so much but i havent been able to really tell anyone how i really felt so it feels better to just get it out but i know my friends will just make fun of me and i would just upset my gf if i told them and just dont wanna tell my parents. id like to go back to the conselor but idk if that will help or what to say.