Quoting ☼ MĒ mĒ:" So last August we lost our first baby at 13 weeks. I was so scared and nervous when I found out I was ... [snip!] ... trying to replace him.... but I just feel so freaking guilty!!!!!!! I want him back! I want both of my babies! "
I lost my baby at 10 weeks and it took two years to stop grieving and to find peace within it all.
Think of it this way, baby #1 will always be your first child, you will always hold him in your heart... The same way as baby #2... When you lose something such as your child, it is absolutely natural to want still be a mom and to be able to hold your baby in your arms. Don't feel bad sweety. I think once you have you baby in your arms your perspective will change a lot. Everything happens for a reason, and without baby #1 you wouldn't have baby #2 who is about to be the most amazing thing to you. Now your baby is going to have a very great guardian angel to keep it safe for the rest of it's life
You can't really beat that now can you? <3
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