I dont know anymore !!!

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I seriously need help but cant find it anywhere . It all started when i was in 8th grade i weighed 109 and thought i was fat by the time i was a junior in high school i got soo skinny i looked like i was dieing. Everyone in school noticed it. The beginning of my pregnancy i was 96 pounds i obvs gained wieght. Now 9 months pp im pretty sure im back at it . I was 110 about a month ago but i lost soo much. I just cant eat i hate it i dont want to be anorexic again. I hate suffering with this eating disorder i HATE IT! Im depressed because of it. No doctor can make me it i have tried. I fcking give up on trying i hate myself and my body and having depression makes it worse ... Help me

Have u tried going to a psychiatrist? It's more of a mental disorder not a physical one. I'm sorry sweety. I hope you can get some help *hugs*

I struggled with anorexia as well. i hope you can get some help too mama  

<blockquote><b>Quoting lolajessup:</b>" Have u tried going to a psychiatrist? It's more of a mental disorder not a physical one. I'm sorry sweety. I hope you can get some help *hugs*"</blockquote>




No i havent i had one when i was younger but barely seen her i had therapists. But thanks

<blockquote><b>Quoting C's Mommy ✿:</b>" I struggled with anorexia as well. i hope you can get some help too mama  "</blockquote>




How did u recover . It feels like im just never going to get well .