so tired...

i feel like im sinking into depression again...

i first wanted to use BG Secrets account...but then i figured-...it doesnt even bother me.

i am so tired...of it all.

on one way i am excited i start a new job on monday
then i will obviously be single agen
then i am finally losing weight
then i feel like my bf and i are growing apart


bad thing...its my ''depressed mode''s fault. i just dont even feel like talking whats goin on with me. i so feel like...nothing again, like i can not do anything right, achive anything importANT- and finishing my MBA...doesnt feel important to me at all....it seems normal. ad to being good at my job and getting on a better position...

family is important...which my body isnt capable of having....having a SO who cares about me...which i obviously am not a good enough / attracting enough person to have...

i just...feel like i wanna crawl up and cry...and just sleep for a few months, and then wake up in a totally new life phase  

I'm sorry   ...I fall into depression sometimes..but normally I get right back out of it. I did get horribly bad once...and nothing anyone did or said helped me. I eventually got better as I met new people and moved on. It took a couple of years to get over some things. But if you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here! I may not always give the best advice, but I try my hardest and truly do care.

(((hugs)))

I love you, lady. If you need someone to talk to, you know I'm here. Stay strong. I know it's tough. <3