craving pregnancy

I was forced into abortion in 2008 (you may have seen my other posts). And ever since then I kind of made it my mission to get pregnant because I thought all these feelings would go away then. It took three years but I finally have my baby girl. The thing is i'm still wanting to be pregnant. It's all I think about. I think it's more the actual being pregnant than wanting a baby that I crave. I don't know what to do   it really is on my mind aaaaall the time. I know I can't have another baby any time soon so I need these thoughts to piss off! I've tried counselling but that hasn't helped. Has anyone been through this? I really need some advice... Thanks

You should seek more intense therapy or look for a support group so you can properly deal with the abortion. Having another baby or going through another pregnancy is not going to make you feel better. Its not the proper way to handle things.

I think once you lose a baby, part of you always wants to undo it. In this case, to be pregnant again with your first baby. Obviously that isn't ever going to be possible and it's something i still struggle with today after a million pregnancies and 3 living babies. I think eventually you'll come to terms with it in your own way, but it's not something you can rush or fix with another baby. That emptiness is always going to be there.

I craved to be pregnant again for a good year after my son was born.. I drove my husband crazy because all I talked about were babies. Which I think is normal..
Or do you think this is more related to your first pregnancy.?

Quoting Ellie Shikari:" I was forced into abortion in 2008 (you may have seen my other posts). And ever since then I kind of ... [snip!] ... to piss off! I've tried counselling but that hasn't helped. Has anyone been through this? I really need some advice... Thanks"

Iv'e been thru this too. I too had an abortion (I wasn't forced it was my choice) I had a child 3 years later. He is now 14mo and I miss being pregnant so much! I too just miss the pregnant part. With my son being such a handful there is no way I could have another! I think it's normal to miss pregnancy. I just chalk mine up to baby fever. I just shake the thought off by thinking how difficult it would be to have another right now. I know i'm not giving the best advice, but I can relate to what you're feeling.If you need anything at all...and just someone friendly to talk with i'm here and willing to talk 

I'm so sorry for your loss... because that's what it was. I don't know who or why you were forced into an abortion but that is horrible. You're trying to fill the void that came about from losing your baby. No amount of pregnancy or children will ever make it better... but seeking help might. You need to address the problem with a specialist in that area so you can heal.Once again... I'm so sorry. This breaks my heart  

Thanks for all your comments. I guess I'll have a look online for somewhere that deals more specifically with this type of thing.

Quoting GL♣:" I craved to be pregnant again for a good year after my son was born.. I drove my husband crazy because ... [snip!] ... all I talked about were babies. Which I think is normal.. Or do you think this is more related to your first pregnancy.?"

Yeah I think it's probably subconsciously me just wanting that pregnancy