re: LOVE

Quoting Lovin' My Family!!!:" i used to get all mad and ask ppl when they started dating if i was cuter than her and when they had ... [snip!] ... to through those things out. they are sentimental to me. here is us (husband def looks diff now, he has gained some weight):"

Aww cute family!! Your kids are adorable  

Quoting Cade*Lily*Mom:" I understand exactly how you feel about it all. I am glad that I am not the only one who feels this ... [snip!] ... My ex is...He lives in Texas now and closed his FB about a yr ago... and I haven't seen or talked to him in about a year now. "

yeah he said he was gonna close it, but he just isn't on it now. we live in the same town so we do see each other...and it's a rush when we do...but i kinda wish i didn't see him, cuz it brings all those feelings back hardcore.

Quoting Cade*Lily*Mom:" Aww cute family!! Your kids are adorable  "

thank you very much. yeah i turned my hub into a redneck since we moved back to my itty bitty town haha. he's originally a city boy. now he is hunting, etc.

Quoting Lovin' My Family!!!:" i feel like my ex picked someone WAY diff from me too. red hair, tall, etc. i am blonde, shorter. and he has always told me his type was like me...so yeah :/

Same here Moose is married to someone with dark brown hair and dark eyes which surprised me that she is his type...idk I think he married her out of convenience and now they have 2 kids. He told me when we talked before that he was only staying with her b/c of the kids.

This all made me tear up a little. Because i feel like i'm in the same boat. Except my story is a little crazy to be honest. When DH and i first got together i didn't think we would stay together, i thought it was a fling. And i told him about one of my ex's. And he still to this day cannot forget how i told him. He said he even kinda felt all fluttery inside when i was telling him. He said i talked about him as if he was my knight in shining armor and he knows i will never forget about him. The sad part is, it ended because of how far away he lived and we really never got to see how things would go. So i'm always left with that what if.

here he is with his gf
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I never talk to him nor do i have him added on FB, i just know he has one.

Quoting Lovin' My Family!!!:" yeah he said he was gonna close it, but he just isn't on it now. we live in the same town so we do see ... [snip!] ... each other...and it's a rush when we do...but i kinda wish i didn't see him, cuz it brings all those feelings back hardcore."

omg I know...I have only seen my ex 3 times and those times I could not stop staring and when he hugged me I didn't want to let go...smelling him, feeling him, hearing his voice .... it was torture when we both had to leave.

Quoting Cade*Lily*Mom:" Same here Moose is married to someone with dark brown hair and dark eyes which surprised me that she ... [snip!] ... of convenience and now they have 2 kids. He told me when we talked before that he was only staying with her b/c of the kids. "

it's funny...my ex's nickname is bird, they guys gave him that name in the lockeroom (he played football and hockey), come to find out later it was because of his huge ding dong haha. the girls thought they were making fun of how small it was...nope! he's pretty tall too

Quoting B&R + J:" This all made me tear up a little. Because i feel like i'm in the same boat. Except my story is a little ... [snip!] ... left with that what if. here he is with his gf I never talk to him nor do i have him added on FB, i just know he has one. "

Hey...its not just the two of us!! I am sorry you feel the same way...it really is smurfy that we have to live without our true loves sometimes

Quoting Lovin' My Family!!!:" it's funny...my ex's nickname is bird, they guys gave him that name in the lockeroom (he played football ... [snip!] ... was because of his huge ding dong haha. the girls thought they were making fun of how small it was...nope! he's pretty tall too"

lmao.....men are crazy sometimes!

Quoting Cade*Lily*Mom:" lmao.....men are crazy sometimes!"

yeah i thought it was funny cuz your ex's nickname is moose. we have too many similarities, it's weird. now i'm just sitting here thinking about my ex  

Quoting B&R + J:" This all made me tear up a little. Because i feel like i'm in the same boat. Except my story is a little ... [snip!] ... left with that what if. here he is with his gf I never talk to him nor do i have him added on FB, i just know he has one. "

sounds like my ex to me...he was my knight in shining armor. my husband can tell when i talk about him. the time we ran into him together, my husband knew there was something between us he could never tear apart   i think it saddened him.

Quoting Lovin' My Family!!!:" thank you very much. yeah i turned my hub into a redneck since we moved back to my itty bitty town haha. he's originally a city boy. now he is hunting, etc."

My DH is into hunting and fishing or just hanging out with a bunch of guys in our basement watching football.

Also this was a little shocker too.... He named his daughter the same thing I named mine Lily. He told me he was the one to pick her name....  
Then he was really surprised when I told him my daughters name. lol

Quoting Lovin' My Family!!!:" yeah i thought it was funny cuz your ex's nickname is moose. we have too many similarities, it's weird. now i'm just sitting here thinking about my ex  "

I am sorry...it is hard not too...now I have someone I can share all of this with. I still say that I will be with him one day....just not now.

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So i met back up with my now husband and we started dating, got engaged, got pregnant then married and here we are.

april this year



october

Quoting Safka9973:" <blockquote><b>Quoting ☠Jenniefahhh:</b>" Nope."</blockquote> I saw ... [snip!] ... our pasts. Who knows what would be best or worst while reshaping the future, but goodness, the potential messes it could cause."

I keep saying I wish I had the men in black memory eraser.