that's what happens when I get my hopes up

incase anyone was wondering
my period ended up starting late yesterday

just like I thought it would
so...yeah

boooo. im sorry : (


babydust!

Quoting ☮ Phuket:" boooo. im sorry : ( babydust!"

I should be used to it by now, but I guess I'm just extra emotional because of my period.
I hate this crap...
and everyone says when you stop caring or wanting it, it will happen.
Well we stopped obsessing over it and just kind of have sex whenever and I don't chart or OPK anymore.
It's hard to just STOP wanting this when it's all you want in the entire world. I can't fake it. It makes my heart break every single smurfing month.

Quoting InkDMomma:" I should be used to it by now, but I guess I'm just extra emotional because of my period. I hate this ... [snip!] ... wanting this when it's all you want in the entire world. I can't fake it. It makes my heart break every single smurfing month."

im really sorry. have you tried clomid or anything like that yet?

Quoting ☮ Phuket:" im really sorry. have you tried clomid or anything like that yet?"

Not yet, I have to go back to my specialist and get it. I just haven't been able to. It's like a 45 minute drive and I am not allowed to bring the kids.

Quoting InkDMomma:" I should be used to it by now, but I guess I'm just extra emotional because of my period. I hate this ... [snip!] ... wanting this when it's all you want in the entire world. I can't fake it. It makes my heart break every single smurfing month."

I'm so sorry Jess. You of all people deserve to have another beautiful baby! I'll continue to hope for you and send baby dust your way every month!

I just called my specialist.
SO I have an appointment on the 28th to see what we can do.
I figure if I make an appointment, nothing will stand in my way anymore. I WILL find a sitter for the kids. I will just have to either have my son miss school that day or pick him up early.

Quoting InkDMomma:" I should be used to it by now, but I guess I'm just extra emotional because of my period. I hate this ... [snip!] ... wanting this when it's all you want in the entire world. I can't fake it. It makes my heart break every single smurfing month."

I hate when people say this because it's one thing to be fertile and let nature take its course but when you need help, you need help you know? Good luck with everything.

Quoting Uh-milly'Yuh:" I hate when people say this because it's one thing to be fertile and let nature take its course but when you need help, you need help you know? Good luck with everything."

exactly! I NEED help.
I smurfing hate the "you're so young" smurf too. I have 2 kids ones about to be 3 and the other is 4.
I would like them somewhat close in age too.
I dont want my kids in smurfing middle school and then I pop out newborns. PLUS the older I get the harder it's going to be for me.

thank you. <3

We have a lot of great support here with women who are just starting out with fertility treatment and those who are veterans if you want to check it out when you are ready. *OFFICIAL* Fertility Treatment Thread (Clomid, IVF, IUI)

Quoting Uh-milly'Yuh:" We have a lot of great support here with women who are just starting out with fertility treatment and ... [snip!] ... those who are veterans if you want to check it out when you are ready. *OFFICIAL* Fertility Treatment Thread (Clomid, IVF, IUI)"

thank you so much

Quoting InkDMomma:" incase anyone was wondering my period ended up starting late yesterday just like I thought it would so...yeah"

i know i havent been ttc as long as you have but it does suck...

it will be a day or 2 passed the time i start my period, so ill hurry up and test and it says negative, so i think ill wait another week... and then bam next time i go to the bathroom hello aunt flow  

I know the feeling all too well but my situation is no period at all sometimes and ovulation is..... Out there somewhere :-( And people kill me with that "it's okay your still young" Whatever I'm 27 & my DH & I deserve this