re: drunk

Quoting Twin's Mommy:" Tell that bitch to kick rocks if he makes you feel that way. Do ya'll live together?"

?Nope it is my house! My house, my bills. I'm gonna slash his tires though. I'm just tired of it. I'm spilling everything to my friend's husband. Like everything he didn't know. I always act like Nick and I have the perfect relationship and its not .

Quoting P3RvYmCp3rv:" ?Nope it is my house! My house, my bills. I'm gonna slash his tires though. I'm just tired of it. I'm ... [snip!] ... my friend's husband. Like everything he didn't know. I always act like Nick and I have the perfect relationship and its not . "

Better not do any tire slashing... Don't wanna end up in jail! lol. Seems like you're just having a good ol' vent. If you need to PM me you can.

 

Don't let that BOY make you feel like that! You're a beautiful, caring woman who deserves to be treated like a queen. Don't settle for less than that.

Have a serious talk with him. Tell him he can man up, and treat you like the woman you DESERVE to be treated like, or he can move the smurf out. It won't be easy... it will hurt. A lot. But you have SUCH a great support system of friends. I'll be here for you, WHENEVER you need me<3

Quoting Monkey Nuts:" OP. I understand it is not easy to let go of someone you love. It's not as simple as "he's a douche, leave him" It's just NOT!"

Yup. People say to leave Tone.... and I cant. Its too hard and its not easy.

I cant leave my SO.... even if he is pushing me to.

Quoting kthx.:"   Don't let that BOY make you feel like that! You're a beautiful, caring woman who deserves to be ... [snip!] ... it will hurt. A lot. But you have SUCH a great support system of friends. I'll be here for you, WHENEVER you need me<3"

Thanks lvoe i"m in tears right now. I just can't do it. I hate myself so much right now. I hate the fact that I let all these guys walk all over me. I jsut want to move away and start over. Why can't i smurfing start over?

Quoting P3RvYmCp3rv:" Thanks lvoe i"m in tears right now. I just can't do it. I hate myself so much right now. I hate the ... [snip!] ... the fact that I let all these guys walk all over me. I jsut want to move away and start over. Why can't i smurfing start over?"

It's a lot easier said than done, sadly  

Don't hate yourself for his mistakes.

Quoting kthx.:" It's a lot easier said than done, sadly   Don't hate yourself for his mistakes."

I put myself in this position every time. 3 mother smurfing years of having the smurf beat out of me...my fiance killing himself...the drugs the abuse and everything yet I still say smurf it I'm going back to worthless pieces of crap. Why can't I smurfing learn? When do I learn?