My pregnancy story 1st LOSS and much more MALAYSIA
posted 8th Nov
I got married on dec 22nd 2010,I had period on the jan 15th 2011, then we went on our honeymoon to Egypt, pregnancy wasn't planned but I was welcoming any decision by Allah, I missed my period, but I waited another 10 days to see nothing yet so, I sent my urine for testing in the lab ( suddenly I wasn't wishing for a positive result ) and yea it was BFP and I wasn't very delighted and for some reason I did not want my in laws to know, to my suprise they were home and my mom told then well, everything was good, on march 5th with a good news I was going to Malaysia to meet my dad and sis and spend my entire pregnancy, for one reason the BFP made me very happy because I get to stay with my family for another 10 months (leaving my family after marriage was one of my biggest fear), I got there, saw my new house that dad bought and yea I was upset with how the furniture was arranged so i rearranged them right away, then slept till dusk, I did some garden work the following few days, on april 14th night we invited guest over for dinner, mom served prawn and squid dishes, I love those two and ate alot specialy because it tasted so much like my fav restaurant style squid dish, later the same night after doing the dishes I started to cramp i got very scared and told mom she was like everything is gonna be okay, so I went up to sleep before that, I used the toilet and noticed light spotting, I freaked out I went and told mom, she was like okay ill talk to the neighbour and ask for the nearby doc, and she said dear you'll be okay and gave me a couple of examples of my aunts who had heavy bleeding yet pregnancy was healthy and full term, she came back with the no and said they will meet us in the moring.
My moms assurance comforted me but some where I knew it wasn't all right, I slept may be for 1 hour with heavy cramping and my eyes flooding with tears I cramped heavily I couldnt resist but use my toilet ....heavy bleeding with lots of clots then back bled again, I was so tired i slept and I was so sad everything was over, early in the morning about 5.30am my dad came and said let's go to the doc, I changed and went with my family to the docs clinic. I was crowded with pregnant women sticking out belliesb it made me weep, weep and weep, I wished i wasn't here for this reason, I wished I could have a belly like them, I controlled but tears weren't stopping, my turn came, the doc did a U/S scan, I noticed something like a baby but it was too big for 2 months
I wished she said see that's ur lil one but no all she said was her uterus is clean and there is nothing left not even a lil clot, she prescribed my antibiotics and other supplements ( it made my hair grow, it made my face glow, I loved it ) for 15 days, I took them one by one and my cries never reduced, I was so tried and wanted to get a baby for me....
no I can't have one, so my dad decided to get me a rabbit ( my all time fav) I was more than happy we went to buy them, we bought 3 two does and a buck, the seller told us it was 3 months (he also said they can have babies only at 5 months) i kept seeing them It made me happy, I spent all my time with them, one of them were my fav the BLACK N WHITE one, the beautiful one the chubby one, that fits a perfect rabbit description, It loved me back it came and sat close by and i thought this is my baby, it started getting fat I told my dad may be its PREG and we have to take it to vet ( because we knew nothing about rabbit pregnancy) he said but the seller said they are only 3 months and they can't until 5, the month kept going with a lil cries now and then.
May be on may 15th, I was sleeping my dad came and woke me up, saying this ....Blacky has a baby, I told my dad TOLD YOU SO, I went down warmed the baby in a small mud bowl googled and found the buck has to be seperated immediately so I kept the blacky inside the home and I knew it has more babies inside because she was too restless I even thought it ate the other kits ( rabbits are said to eat their newborns if they are unhealthy ) then dawn came i put it inside a room and lots a blanket, when I went to check on it, I see another 6 babies......awwww they were so well printed, dad bought another cage for the other two n night fell, next morning when dad was going to pick sis from school the white Doe gave birth to 3 baby kits, so again separated the buck from both does and bought another cage.
WITH THE BIRTH OF THE RABBIT KITS
LOSS OF MY BABY......STARED TO FADE AS A DROP
My pregnancy story 2nd LOSS and much more INDIA.....will continue
I have 2 angel babies & live in Japan