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I am so sorry. I have no advice to give and I know nothing I say could help, but I hope things get better for you. *Hugs*

Aww, I'm sorry mama!

Your DD needs you and loves you and would be so sad without you around.

Personally, I'd smash the xBox with a bat if SO was doing that, but I'm a little evil like that.

Is there someone who can take DD for a day so you can have a break, maybe work on your essay?

I am sorry momma... I hope things get better for you

I completely understand how you feel OP. I feel that way too. It's like I'm only here because it's easier for everyone else if I am., not because I'm actually wanted around KWIM?

Have you tried seeking counselling? Maybe get your SO to go with you so you have a neutral ground to talk about how he treats you?

I don't know what to say to make you feel any better. Is there a way you can leave for a few days or even hours to take a breather?

I feel the same exact way some days. The stress of dealing with so many things really can drive you to the point of insanity. The only advice that I have for you is to look to the future. Things can only get better, right? At least that's how I try to look at it when I'm feeling like that.
If you EVER need anyone to talk to, please PM me.

I'm sorry you are feeling like this.  . I hope you feel better. No one should be made to feel worthless or like a maid.

About the paper though. I mean it's just an idea, but could it be maybe the robotics comes in because Frankenstein was just a crude robot.

There's actually like a book written on it.

http://laughingsquid.com/frankenstein-theory-and-robotics/

When I feel this way I take my daughter to someone's house or let my parents watch her. Remember your daughter needs you. Please get help

I feel like this somedays though probably not to that extent. But I sometimes feel so incredibly overwhelmed and frustrated with my current situation, the demands of parenting and cleaning up after everyone, handling everything, and basically being the glue that holds it all together. It puts a lot of pressure on me and I feel like I'm gonna explode if one.more person asks me a mundane question such as "where is the peanut butter?" Or "can you please find me some clean clothes?" "where did I leave my wallet?" I get frustrated, and kinda hate where Im at in life right now. Please pm me if you need anyone to talk to because I feel your pain but would rather not get into specifics on here lol

If I was at my witts end like you are I would pick up and leave and go stay at a friends house for a night so you can work on your essay and that way you're SO has no choice but to put down the controller and take care of his daughter and around the house.

Quoting SpaceCowgirl:" Aww, I'm sorry mama! Your DD needs you and loves you and would be so sad without you around. Personally, ... [snip!] ... I'm a little evil like that. Is there someone who can take DD for a day so you can have a break, maybe work on your essay?"

Nope. My parents are up my brother's butt because he's shipping off in 2 weeks or so, and rightfully so, and my grandparents are having enough issues.

I have no clue what to do for it. Top it off my grandmother's gotta have surgery sometime in the next month more than likely, and as I said, my brother's shipping to the ARMY.

I'm just so overbaked and done right now, and this migraine is not helping...

I am sorry. I feel that way almost everyday. Big hugs sweety.

OP everyone has moments in their life where everything seems to go wrong. And just when you think it cant get worse, it does.

A good thing to do in my opinion is concentrate on each moment, get through each hour and then each day. Before your feet hit the ground in the morning, think about the day. What needs to get done and what can wait.

Spend as much time as possible starring at your daughters beautiful face.



Life is rough. But it does have a certain kind of beauty.. Going through the hard times make the good times that much sweeter.


Keep your head up mama

Quoting Cariad (SuperKink):" I completely understand how you feel OP. I feel that way too. It's like I'm only here because it's easier ... [snip!] ... you tried seeking counselling? Maybe get your SO to go with you so you have a neutral ground to talk about how he treats you?"

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I need to go to the doctor, but honestly we can't afford me to be on some expensive medicine that I'd need daily... we just can't...