i'm losing it... WARNING: LOSS TRIGGER YOU MAY CRY

So a friend is having a hard time with the 3rd anniversary of her son's father. I wa looking for songs for her and found this.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HHi9IjZCauI&feature=youtube_gdata_player


I lost my son on 10/14/07 and it is still very hard. I am feelin very discouraged with people and earth. There is so much hatred and greed in the world. So many people are out to hurt others and I'm scared we will have nothing left or of some apocalypse or gov't mass genocide. I don't want the world to end. I want more time with my sweet baby girl but the world is so smurffy I'm worried for her future. I watched this video and now I am balling uncontrollably. I Want to wake my lo.up but I don't want her to see me like this. Its just one of those days where I have lost faith in man kind and I feel very alone and worried.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HHi9IjZCauI&feature=youtube_gdata_player

The world can be a smurffy place but you have to find the positives.

I was going through a time when I couldn't see any good outside of my home but it wore me out thinking like that.

Look for the beauty in the world, show your daughter things that make her smile and you'll forget the bad stuff - it'll just drag you down.

Im sorry mama   I cant even imagine what it must be like to lose a LO. Sometimes I just dread the day my DD will go out into the world on her own, or if anything should happen to me and I wont be here to protect her  

That's really sad.  

<blockquote><b>Quoting MrsWilliams154:</b>" The world can be a smurffy place but you have to find the positives. I was going through a time when ... [snip!] ... beauty in the world, show your daughter things that make her smile and you'll forget the bad stuff - it'll just drag you down."</blockquote>




You are right. I am just so scared I will lee he or my last days with h ill be during some crazy worldly event. People have the power to love and help others but it just seems like evil is taking over. I always have these fears now of bad things happening and I.just can't shake it.

I'm going to take her for a lone walk outside to enjoy nature tomorrow.I just need to relax and live and enjoy one day at a time. Am I the only momma that worries so much about the future?

Quoting MrsWilliams154:" The world can be a smurffy place but you have to find the positives. I was going through a time when ... [snip!] ... beauty in the world, show your daughter things that make her smile and you'll forget the bad stuff - it'll just drag you down."

Thats a good way to think  

<blockquote><b>Quoting Elliot Reid:</b>" Im sorry mama   I cant even imagine what it must be like to lose a LO. Sometimes I just dread the day ... [snip!] ... the day my DD will go out into the world on her own, or if anything should happen to me and I wont be here to protect her   "</blockquote>




I'm so scared of losing her or being in a world where we have to fight to live. I am also worried if something happened to me, ho hard that spud be on her.

I need a shot of liquor now lol

And thank you btw

Quoting momma melissa85:" <blockquote><b>Quoting MrsWilliams154:</b>" The world can be a smurffy place but you ... [snip!] ... tomorrow.I just need to relax and live and enjoy one day at a time. Am I the only momma that worries so much about the future?"

No you're not the only one. I am scared for my child's future also mine & SO future as well. I hope 2013 or the next 70 years are good to us.

<blockquote><b>Quoting *Turtles*:</b>" That's really sad.  "</blockquote>




That baby girl was so beautiful. I couldn't take the casket. I just broke down. I haven't cried like that in a long time though. I think m body needed that release.

Quoting momma melissa85:" <blockquote><b>Quoting *Turtles*:</b>" That's really sad.  "</blockquote> ... [snip!] ... take the casket. I just broke down. I haven't cried like that in a long time though. I think m body needed that release."

It was hard to watch.

<blockquote><b>Quoting *Turtles*:</b>" No you're not the only one. I am scared for my child's future also mine & SO future as well. I hope 2013 or the next 70 years are good to us."</blockquote>




Me too. And I hate this phone, sorry for the typos.

Quoting momma melissa85:" <blockquote><b>Quoting *Turtles*:</b>" No you're not the only one. I am scared for ... [snip!] ... I hope 2013 or the next 70 years are good to us."</blockquote> Me too. And I hate this phone, sorry for the typos."

It's fine.  

People are saying April 2013 will be bad, but I am trying to not believe it.

<blockquote><b>Quoting *Turtles*:</b>" It's fine.   People are saying April 2013 will be bad, but I am trying to not believe it."</blockquote>




What is going on in april?