Quoting Lara +2:" I feel the same way and I have both my parents I talk to both of them everyday. I am 100% about my family ... [snip!] ... family It's been about 14 years since I've experienced any major death. I'm going to be a complete mess when I lose a parent"
I lost 5 very important family members in 5 years.
My maternal grandmother, my maternal grandfather, my paternal grandfather, my paternal great-grandfather, then lastly my dad.
It was a rough few years, very very rough.
And thank you to the other poster.