Wow! That's a lot to take on so soon after just giving birth. Is there anyway you could stop babysitting the 1 yr old for awhile? My DD was 2 1/2 when I had my 2nd DD and it was tough on me, I was completely exhausted all the time.
I really dont have a choice, Im the only one available to watch her, and my sister cant afford daycare. Its tough, and I wish I didnt have too, but Im not the kind of person to not help some one in need.