3 years and still hurting

Its been 3 years since I lost my little one, I was 8wek and 3 day, those numbers hunt me forever. I feel like some days it hits me harder than others. Its hard for me to talk to someone about it. I most just have my moments and pray they past quickly, this month might just be the hardest for me cause my baby would of been 3 years old this month. I still feel like i see the world in black and white and that there isnt any color in my world.

I just pray that someday that this pain and hurt will get past and I can move on and not be scared to have another m/c.

Just my lil vent

Quoting lyricalwolfe246:" Its been 3 years since I lost my little one, I was 8wek and 3 day, those numbers hunt me forever. I feel ... [snip!] ... someday that this pain and hurt will get past and I can move on and not be scared to have another m/c. Just my lil vent"

if you aren't seeking help, I think you need to. If you were that early in your pregnancy, I can understand still being sad to an extent, but the way you described, I think you need to talk to a dr.

I'm sorry for your loss.

Its gotten easier over the years for me. But i still have that memory of everything. I know i was early and sometimes its common that early in it ive came to terms with that.

I went through the same thing I was 8 and a half weeks and I cried so hard :'( Its definitely hard thinking about the possibilities , why did it happen to me? I lost a part of myself but I got help , I always talked to my hubby and my family. It definitely helps talking about it