Sigh ...

For a year I have said no to weekday visits because I pay for full time child care and it's really inconsistent so it messes up Tyson's schedule. The ONE time I bend over and say okay (because it's been almost six months of no more than two hours of a visit) I said ok, I told my day home that Ty wouldn't be coming from the 6th to 8th and guess what? I got a text twenty mins before he was supposed to arrive .. "hey won't be able to make it again" .. This has happened more than what I can count on two hand in the past year and a half. Now I have to take tomorrow off work and beg my day home lady to watch Ty for the other days.

I'm sitting here balling my eyes out.. I tried to be nice again and got shat on. Why the smurf do I even try!? Tyson doesn't know his father and could care less. I only push it on him I feel.

Quoting Chellie and Tyce:" For a year I have said no to weekday visits because I pay for full time child care and it's really inconsistent ... [snip!] ... and got shat on. Why the smurf do I even try!? Tyson doesn't know his father and could care less. I only push it on him I feel."

Oh momma, im sorry. My LO wont know her daddy eaither once he moves like he wants too..He doesnt seem to think so.. he said he can call.. send letters and even skype with her.. Shes an infant. she wont understand untill shes older.. plus when he does actaully leave us, i have promiced myself a four month no contact..