re: November 30th, it will be one year since I said goodbye....

<blockquote><b>Quoting 1st-time-mommy7:</b>" Thats the one thing we wont know untill we are gone all we know is they are in heaven and happy : ) im ... [snip!] ... on. The one thing i can think of is some children are just too perfect to be on earth with us : ) he takes the perfect ones!"</blockquote>


They do say Angels are perfect  

I try not too blame myself, but sometimes I just fall into a disparity"

i understand that, I know it sounds so bad but it does and will get easier for you but I can say it does take a while. Its not like you chose for your baby to not be with you, you didnt have an abortion which I personally think is great becuase I dont believe in them unless under certain circumstances , but i wont get into that. You didnt have a choice and it honestly SUCKS! And im so sorry that your hurting.

<blockquote><b>Quoting 1st-time-mommy7:</b>" i understand that, I know it sounds so bad but it does and will get easier for you but I can say it ... [snip!] ... circumstances , but i wont get into that. You didnt have a choice and it honestly SUCKS! And im so sorry that your hurting."</blockquote>



Thank you, I didn't get a choice. I hate the fact they call a miscarriage a " spontaneous abortion" I hope it does get easier bc I truly want another child.

Quoting Momma to an Angel: i understand that, I know it sounds so ... [snip!] ... I hate the fact they call a miscarriage a " spontaneous abortion" I hope it does get easier bc I truly want another child."

Yeah when I read that paper when the handed it to me in the hospital I cried!! It made me feel like it was my fault. I couldnt believe that was what they called it just to have the word abortion in it was horrible. My experience was also horrible but i wont go into details about it. But when your ready for a baby you'll get one : ) just stay positive! Dont think about that smurf that got you pregnant, wait till you have a nice guy and the timing is right. You will have a another baby : ) there areso many men out there that want children its crazy.