So I'm getting irritated. I love my LO too the moon and back and ADORE spending my time with him. But I feel his daddy isn't being so fair. He's on holidays until the 19th (took all his time off to be home with me and LO after his birth) and I find I'm the only one getting up in the middle of the night, early am for the day so he can sleep in, and watching him all day cause he's playing video games. And when he does watch him it's not for time to myself it's doing laundry cleaning up washing bottles pumping or cooking dinner. It's not fair. He won't help with housework which is what got me after him. Told him if he can make so much time for his damn games he should get smurf done around the house all I asked him to do was the one load of LOs laundry. Did he do it!?! No he thought I just meant out it in the wash and I'd finish it. Ugh!!! Or he sees me sweeping and cleaning floors and will RIGHT after wipe his spikes formula mess onto the floor. WTF. Or can't out anything back. How hard is t to put it back in the cupboard. So anyways this made me the smurf and he left. Drove 2 hours out of the city to his parents. When he was leaving I just told him to stay there, I'm doing a great job with my LO without him already and is have less to worry about with him not here. Probably very childish of me but its how I feel currently.
His parents wouldn't say anything. They are the nicest people but its like the happy go lucky not talk about it type. Unless he brings it up. Lol funny thing
To top this all off is we're getting married on the 16th. Ha guess I should really re evaluate that desicion today. Yea sounds like I'm jumping the gun but hey I'm just blowin off steam