I am just so sad tonight, its just so surreal!! One minute I was happy, excited and looking forward to experiencing my first pregnancy, and the next minute everything was different!
Some days it feels like I was never pregnant, and other days I cant believe I not pregnant anymore.
Due date is also slowly approaching, was supposed to be next Feb, so that is also haunting me. I know I have alot to look forward to, I know God will bless me with another baby, but no matter what anyone says I wanted this baby!!
Up till recently I was finding it really hard referring to my angel as a baby, I kept saying I lost my pregnancy, I just couldn't get my self to admit i lost my baby, so that is also hard.
Ag I am just feeling a bit sorry for myself right now, but i will be better in a minute. It helps to read some other posts of all the precious ladies who have and are going through this, makes me feel more normal xoxo
I am so sorry this happened to you. This is my first pregnancy and during the first 3 months I was so scared I would lose the baby. I can't imagine what you're going through, but know that it will get better.
You are absolutely right when you say God will bless you with another baby. For now, try to think about the future and all the possibilities.
I understand & I've been there twice & one was my first pregnancy. I'm sorry for your loss. It's ok to feel sad. But after a while you shouldn't be sad but see things differently & more positively. I think about them often, let ppl know I have 3 children but only one with me. &I light candles when I think/remember of them.
It's just my way of dealing. I've also named them although I didn't know the sex I named what I felt it was. To each their own.