Quoting Little Vine:" Are you going to go? I don't even know what to think; I don't even have an opinion."
I texted back... told him my idea of a good valentines day was NOT sitting across from the man I'm in love with and getting my heart broken all over again. That I don't want to have dinner and not see him again. That... he knows I wnat to have dinner with him every night for the rest of my life. He said.. I really think we should have dinner. So.. I told him no to Thursday, but asked if he wanted to meet for coffee tonight. That Im saving Thursday to get drunk alone and remind myself why all men are smurfs! : )
so... coffee. turned into 3 hours of chatting... just like normal. Intelligent and funny conversation. We;re both big nerds. He' a scientist. We discussed research, vaccines, medical conspiracies, hibernation cycles of bears (yes, I know!! but it was GOOD conversation for us!)
and... he asked me out for Thursday again. I asked for what? A date.. or friendship. He grinned, and said a date. (insert butterflies)
damn.. I know this will end in heartache. but... seriously... other half, soul mates, he makes the world feel RIGHT.
and... he kissed me.
butterflies!! I am not working... and can NOT sleep. I'm anxious, happy, worried... HAPPY... sigh.