Quoting Satan: I miss my dad. money problems for us are pretty constant. LOL. i just get maudlin every once in a while.
well, don't feel bad about it. i think it can go hand in hand with insomnia.
i had an old friend drop this huge bomb of a story on me tonight on myspace out of the blue. it had everything, guns, cops, angry dads. and we're almost 30.
she's always a little dark.. but this was wow.
just want too much that i can't have right now. not tangible things. other things that money affords. peace of mind, security. i can do without most things. (not tobacco. lol.) i just want to feel safe. this is the first time i haven't had a job in almost 15 years and it's strange....
strange and unsettling.